Thoughts

• 03 Apr, 2026 thoughts 017

  i used to already feel exhausted when i've got errands forcing me to get out of the house daily for at least three days straight. now i have THREE appointments (muay thai session, a birthday dinner, therapy) the same day tomorrow. what...

• 03 Apr, 2026 thoughts 016

  some posts (esp those with images/image galleries) might be broken! i'll get back to fixing them after a family dinner outside :)

• 02 Apr, 2026 thoughts 015

  funny story. so remember how i get impatient at times whenever i'm working on something? maybe restless is the better word. i've been trying to code this postcard stamp for 24 hours STRAIGHT (tried many different approaches including svgs, javascript, and even an attempt at a 27x21 custom border) only to realize that there literally is an easy copy & paste css code of it on the internet.

  at one point i've posted my problem on r/neocities and someone commented:

  [...] it also sounds like you're doing things in the hardest way possible.

  they are correct.

• 01 Apr, 2026 thoughts 014

  hi i'm currently in a color palette crisis pls bear w me

• 30 Mar, 2026 thoughts 013

  my airpods are acting out and now i can't listen to audiobooks T_____T WHYYYYYYYYYYYY

• 27 Mar, 2026 thoughts 012

  let it be known that if i've braved through my first muay thai session tomorrow, i shall get a new owala¹

  1. i lost my hydroflask at the grocery store a while ago...↩

• 25 Mar, 2026 thoughts 011

  neocities got me looking up simple html questions online to find it answered on stacks overflow 18 years ago

• 24 Mar, 2026 thoughts 010

  i fear the neocities rabbit hole is getting more fun

• 23 Mar, 2026 thoughts 009

  i'm on hour ~10 of working straight. it's currently 2:20 am. i said i'd get some sleep at 3 am, but i got hungry and ordered burger king, including their mocha iced coffee (which is underrated, btw). now i am caffeinated. i think i can work another 10. and then i'll hibernate after work's done.

• 23 Mar, 2026 thoughts 008

  cara mia turtle pie i love you so much

• 20 Mar, 2026 thoughts 007

  i ended up dnf-ing requiem of the rose king because i actually draw the line at kissing your dead father’s severed head (chapter 6). i ended up reading a recap of the first 100 chapters i’ve already read of one piece from over a year ago, but decided to read from the start again, anyway.

• 18 Mar, 2026 thoughts 006

  so... i may have been accidentally ingesting antipsychotics 6x more than what i was supposed to take for the last 10 days. [in charles' voice] i am stupid. let's see what my shrink will say tomorrow......

• 17 Mar, 2026 thoughts 005

  i can't stop thinking about how high school me would chomp this job interview like a pro while adult me is just cowering on the floor baby voldemort-style

• 16 Mar, 2026 thoughts 004

  addie, if you’re reading this: tomato ketchup > banana ketchup. goodnight.

• 15 Mar, 2026 thoughts 003

  okay okay today this reading slump ends. i’m going to pick up a book!

• 15 Mar, 2026 thoughts 002

  this is my second test, now supposedly with the timestamp. did it work?

• 15 Mar, 2026 thoughts 001

  hello! this is my first test status. i'm running on 3 hours of sleep and am barely awake as i type this