it has always been a rule to me since the first time it hit me. that no matter what, i should always be the one to leave. i'm never gonna be left out again. and if i knew everyone was leaving, i'll go straight through that door first, faster than anyone else and i wouldn’t care if i will be leaving friends because i know they'll be leaving too. it's just a matter of who goes first. i remember mard gear saying that emotion dulls the person. for the last time, i'd let my emotions flow through me as i continue stepping closer to the door. i'm ready to leave. even though my face is flooding with tears. i will leave you. before you do. but don't worry, i'll leave my door open for you. if ever you'd want to enter my life again.